nulle part<p>Does anyone have any resources to recommend for dealing with the anticipatory grief of pet loss? My senior dog has aggressive cancer that won't be cured, but we're going to start at-home chemotherapy to hopefully keep the mass from getting bigger and causing discomfort. She is totally asymptomatic so far, acting totally normal and high energy. I'm trying to stay in the moment with her and just enjoy every second right now, but I need to be preparing myself, too. I think I am just going to fall apart when she starts to decline. I'm so scared to put her through the treatment. I don't know what to expect. She's been my little best friend for over a dozen years, and I don't know how to have a life without her. I don't have many friends or family to lean on. She is my family. If there are things that have helped you through a painful pet loss, I'd appreciate any tips.</p><p><a href="https://hachyderm.io/tags/Dogs" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Dogs</span></a> <a href="https://hachyderm.io/tags/DogsOfFedi" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DogsOfFedi</span></a> <a href="https://hachyderm.io/tags/PetLoss" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>PetLoss</span></a> <a href="https://hachyderm.io/tags/Grief" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Grief</span></a> <a href="https://hachyderm.io/tags/AnticipatoryGrief" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>AnticipatoryGrief</span></a></p>